Lonely.

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Today, I’m down.
I love these girls, but I want someone else to cherish them the way hubs & I do…

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Just feeling terribly lonely.
I have people in my life. But feel they don’t care. My sisters, I adore but other then them, who truly loves me.
Do you ever feel like this?
I will get a forward, a group text….how lame is that?
I want personal, i want to be known. To be pursued.
I want to be valued for my heart, my dreams and my desire to be different.
Sometimes it feels like i’m in a ocean of people that don’t understand me.
I over think too much, people thin

k i’m crazy. But seriously, I think us Christians need to think more, to truly be set apart.

Christians don’t like how I question, us Christians. But we bother me.
I think it’s too easy to put the stamp of Christianity on ourselves and surround ourselves with “church people”
We tend to pull what we want from the bible. Like, forgiveness,  grace, love, mercy, blessings. All true, but I feel if we pull that out we also have to hear the other words in there.
For example, “donot be drunk on wine” how clear…but we glide right over that along with so much more.
Because it’s not what WE want, its not comfortable.  So, we just don’t talk about verses like this.

Ah, thank you for listening. I feel much better just writing, ranting and getting it off my chest.
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4 thoughts on “Lonely.”

  1. It helps so much, your right.
    God never fails, as I was feeling down. I opened the Word and turned right to, “though, I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, He is with me. Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me…..”
    His mercy never fails. Your a great at encouraging!

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  4. I just want to let you know you’re not alone. I feel like this sometimes too. I get down sometimes, feel misunderstood, and wish family were more interactive with me. Writing is therapeutic, get it out, and you know what someone is listening. ((hugs))

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